Revelation 2:4–5 (NKJV): Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love. 5 Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place—unless you repent.
I have left following Jesus to follow what the church says.
I stopped listening to him and started analyzing what the church says to see what man has to say about things.
The problem with this is Jesus has been wanting to talk to me specifically and wants me to listen to his specific instructions.
The church gives generalities for individuals.
Jesus wants to guide me into the plan he has for me.
I am not to choose my own way.
I am to listen to his plan for my life. He has a specific one.
Only Jesus knows what it is not any man.
What I did before:
Love him and want to be with him.
Morning, lunch, night.
Read his letters to me and learn to listen to what he told me.
Write him letters sharing myself with him. My thoughts and hopes and dreams.
Listen to music that helps me know and praise him.
Help me Jesus. Help me know you and share myself again. I got lost following man’s ways and need to come back to you. Please God HELP ME!