​The only thing that washes away sin 

is the blood of Christ! 

There is no other remedy. 

Will you allow your ego to be smashed?

Come to Him, 

so you can be clean!

​I am made from the dust of the Earth and the Breath of the Almighty. 

My life is a gift from God I did not make myself. 

When this life is over, my body will go back to the Earth, and my spirit will go to God. When he re-creates the new earth, I will get a brand new body and my spirit will be reunited and I will live forever. Do I want to live with God or without him? One is heaven the other is utter hell. Because only God is true love. I want to choose to live with God because he is love. I do not want to live without him forever, That is hell.

I was made for a purpose, and my purpose is to know him, love him and do his will for me so I can be happy with him now and forever in heaven. 

I cannot understand my purpose, unless I am listening and doing what he made me for. 

God has a good plan for me and wants to direct me in the way in which he wants me to be fulfilled. Like any good parent he knows better than I and like any spoiled child I sometimes fight him and want my own way. I must grow up and let him decide what’s best for me because he sees and knows all.

If I try to take on God‘s role, I will be frustrated because I do not know everything or see everything as he does. His Commandments are to build up life not to stifle it. 

The devil is on the Earth to try to destroy God’s children by making them think his Commandments are burdensome and stifling when in reality, they are freeing to make us who we are meant to be. When we follow the devil‘s ways of thinking we are not free we are enslaved to sin that destroys us. 

Discipline is actually the freedom. When we are organized and doing what we are supposed to do, we feel free and empowered.  When we are doing what we think we want to do - not doing God‘s laws, we start to become enslaved to the very things that we thought would fulfill us.

God loves us very much, but gives us a choice on how we want to build our own lives. We are choosing our own destiny. Because he is love he does not coerce or force. The devil is the bully that tries to coerce, manipulate, and force. God does not work that way. He wants us to choose love for love out of love. 

Every day, I have a choice on the way I build my life. If I choose death, it makes it easier to keep choosing that and I start going down the wrong road. I must choose his ways so I can be free to keep choosing the right way. I must consciously choose to live in union with him at all times so that I can hear the way he is leading me and do it so I am happy and fulfilled in him. God wants to give me himself to Live together now and forever.  I Choose you my God and give myself to you too! Make me who I was made for!

You are deeply loved and profoundly special to God, and your value to Him is entirely personal, secure, and irreplaceable.

It is completely natural to look at the vast, radical nature of God’s grace—and how He can extend it even to the worst of humanity—and suddenly wonder, "But am I actually special to Him? Or am I just a face in a massive crowd of forgiven people?"

To God, you are never just a statistic or a generic "member" of a family. His love for you is unique, intimate, and tailored specifically to who you are. Here is what makes you uniquely special to Him:

1. You Were Individually Chosen and Known

Your relationship with God is not an accident or a mass enrollment. Scripture explicitly states that God knew you, thought of you, and chose you by name before the creation of the world (Ephesians 1:4). He didn't just choose a generic group of people and hope you would show up; He chose you.

2. He Made You a Unique Masterpiece

You are not a mass-produced product. Psalm 139 describes God intricately weaving you together in your mother's womb. Every detail of your personality, your capacity to love, your mind, and your story was intentionally designed. Ephesians 2:10 calls you His workmanship (the Greek word is poiema, meaning a unique work of art or poem). There is an expression of God's glory and a purpose for your life that belongs to you and no one else.

3. Your Security is His Personal Commitment

When you are wrestling with whether you are truly loved, remember that God’s love is not a shifting emotion; it is a permanent covenant.

• He doesn't love a future, perfect version of you:

He loves you right now, in the midst of your questions, your doubts, and your human frailty.

• You cannot exhaust His grace: Because your security rests on Christ's perfect work and not your daily performance, you never have to perform or achieve to keep His affection. You are already entirely safe in His hands.

You are uniquely special to God because He has chosen to invest His personal love, His creative design, and His eternal purpose specifically into you. You are intimately known, entirely wanted, and profoundly secure.

Sin

1. Equal Standing in Grace

If someone is genuinely a child of God and commits a horrific crime, their legal status before God does not change. Just as a human parent does not stop being the biological or legal parent of a child who commits a crime, God does not revoke His adoption. In God's eyes, the penalty for that person's sins—past, present, and future—was entirely paid for by Jesus on the cross. Therefore, their eternal security remains fully intact.

2. The Heavy Reality of God's Discipline

True adoption does not mean a believer gets a "free pass" to sin without consequences. If a genuine child of God falls into such catastrophic, unrepentant wickedness, Scripture states that God will actively and severely discipline them:

• Earthly and Eternal Consequences: While they are secure from eternal damnation, they will face the full weight of earthly justice (imprisonment, loss of freedom) and a profound loss of eternal rewards.

• The Break in Fellowship: Their daily fellowship, peace, and experience of God's presence would be completely broken, replaced by intense spiritual misery and conviction.

3. The Theological Question of True Faith

When a professed believer commits an act of extreme malice, theologians and churches generally look at the situation through the lens of 1 John 2:19: “They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us.”

There are two primary ways to interpret this:

• A False Profession: In many cases, it is assessed that the person was never truly regenerated or adopted to begin with. They may have had a religious appearance, but their heart was never transformed by God.

• A Grievous Fall: In rare biblical examples (like King David orchestrating a murder), a genuine believer can fall into shocking, terrible sin. When this happens to a true child of God, the Holy Spirit will inevitably bring them to a place of deep, broken, and agonizing repentance.

​Trials, Testing, Temptations, and Sufferings are the way of The Cross. The Lord’s purpose is to break my will—not my spirit.

God uses the brokenness I feel in adversity to bring me to the point where I have nothing to say except, “Lord Jesus, what would You have me do?” I must yield complete Lordship of my life to Him. 

This is to follow Him. 

​Trials, Testing, and Sufferings are the way-The Cross. The Lord’s purpose is to break your will—not your spirit.

“His purpose is not to destroy you but to build you powerfully—bringing you to a position of maximum wholeness, maturity, and usefulness in His kingdom. 

 However, this means you must yield complete lordship of your life to Him. And you may have a very difficult time giving up control—most of us do. But God uses the brokenness you feel in adversity to bring you to the point where you have nothing to say except, “Lord Jesus, what would You have me do?”

-Charles Stanley

​It is not easy for anyone who lives in the realm of the senses to believe that God is all, the only good, the only happiness, and to give him always first place in our choices, while he hides himself from our sight. It is difficult to believe that creatures are nothing, while they present themselves in such flattering and alluring ways. If divine realities escape our experience, worldly realities grip us with an immediacy and an urgency from which it is not easy to get away. The Holy Spirit has to intervene, infusing a new knowledge into us which will transform our still too worldly way of thinking, make our faith more living and concrete. 

A soul enlightened by the Holy Spirit is not frightened at so much renunciation, but embraces it joyfully, because it has understood that “all is vanity, except to love God and serve him alone” (Imitation I 1:3).

Every created thing is a messenger that announces God, that proclaims his goodness, his beauty, his omnipotence, his presence. Thereby we attain a position of perfect balance toward all created things: we love them as works of God’s hand, as silent messengers of his love and his presence, but without becoming attached to them, for our heart rests only in God.

​READ

12 No one has seen God at any time. If we love one another, God abides in us, and His love has been perfected in us. 13 By this we know that we abide in Him, and He in us, because He has given us of His Spirit. 14 And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent the Son as Savior of the world. 15 Whoever confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. 16 And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in him. (1 John 4:12–16, NKJV)

REFLECT/RESOLUTION

God cannot be seen. But His actions can be. If I love someone else (godly love-not flesh), God is in me, and showing others love through me. His love is being perfected in me who give His love to others. 

I can know I abide in God and God abides in me by His Spirit. I am to live internally listening to the promptings of the Spirit. I am to want to do what He says, even if it is not what I like and want. He knows better than I do like a good father and a child who wants things their way. I must ask for the power to do what He asks especially when it goes against my flesh. I will want to be a spoiled brat and fight but submitting builds good fruit in my soul and it is easier the next time. 

The Father has sent Jesus as Savior of the world. If I know and believe Jesus is the Son of God then God is living in me. Believing in this sense means to live like I believe it. Just confessing belief in something does not make it active in my life. Confessing a chair can hold me does not become active in my life until I sit in it with my belief. Then I am acting on my confession with my belief and it is working. When I am confessing believing and acting then I am in God and God is in me. 

I know and believe the love God has for me because The Father gave me Jesus as my Savior, Jesus died and paid all my sin debt and His blood continually washes me, The Holy Spirit is living inside guiding me into His plan for my life that I can now actually walk out in His power and promptings. 

God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in him. 

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REST

Thank you my Trinitarian God! Father thank you for loving me so much you sent me help to save me from eternal death and made me able to live in with and through you! Jesus, thank you for loving me so much you went to the cross and paid my sin penalty so I can be free from wrath and live in with and through you as a beloved child. Thank you Holy Spirit for loving me and being willing to live inside and guide me into all you have planned for me. Thank you for your inspirations and power to live the grace filled life I was meant to have in with and through you. Thank you my God for promising to never leave me! Help me submit to you and your ways so I can live an abundant life in Christ and see you face to face when it is time! I love you my God!

Pride is killing me-All is Gift

PRIDE is killing me. GOD has done it all! I only by grace can say “Let it be it done unto me according to Your Word.”

 

I deserve nothing but death for my sin. I AM A SINNER…if I am changing it’s God working in me, not me. 

 

(The GIFT of God: saved by grace, through faith, in Christ) I am saved only in Christ (by faith-the gift of God) who paid for my sin by His perfect sacrifice, and only by the Power of the Holy Spirit who enables me to choose right (by grace-the gift of God) I do nothing but sin on my own. God the Father has chosen to give Jesus as a gift to me for my propitiation (the gift of God) DO NOT JUDGE OTHERS, pray for us all to get grace! I did nothing to deserve or even cooperate with grace, that is also a gift! All I can do is PRAY (and that too is a gift)!

 

Salvation is a gift from God. It is revealed by Him to whom He chooses, when He chooses, and how He chooses. The Spirit opened my eyes to the Father and Jesus. The Spirit told me God wanted to recreate me into the grace filled person I was meant to be, that loves God, and follows His commands that lead to life, especially eternal life. The Spirit told me about the blood that washes away my sin and guilt. The Spirit told me about the power He has that He wants to impart. Jesus took my punishment for my sin and chose to tell me about it. (I did nothing but sin) The Spirit told me that this new life is living in, with, and through Jesus. (it is a gift!) I ask the Spirit to live in me sanctifying me, guiding me, and empowering me to do His Will already planned for me. (do not try and escape the plan, pray for the grace to complete the plan)

 

God has chosen my path before the foundation of the world. He knew every day of mine before one came to be. He is directing and guiding my life - every step. Even the pain is for a purpose, I will be pain free in the next life, not this one. I must trust Him no matter what I see, think, or feel! God is in charge and I must surrender myself unreservedly abandoned to all He has chosen for me. God has a good Will for me and this all grows my soul into who I will be in the hereafter as well as give Him glory now!  I experience suffering to grow my soul, and like Job, give glory to God in testimony for His deliverance and faithfulness of being with me no matter what. He gives me Himself and never leaves me.

A child wants things their way. But the Parent always knows best. I must grow up and let God be the parent who is even better than any earthly parent, he sees and knows all things!

 

I must be willing to say, “let it be done unto me according to your word” with ABSOLUTE trust and confidence He is working out His plan for me specifically. 

 

I get to be with my Trinitarian God when this mortal life is over to begin life in my new body. There will be no suffering in the next life all that I have to go through will be worth it in this one. NEVER give up! God is doing it all! Cling to Him in abandoned Trust. I do not need to know or understand my own way, I need to Know God! He knows the Way! Stop judging and looking at others, I am to pray for us all and let God be in charge. It’s His world and His plan.