Friday, March 28, 2025

Jesus Christ called me himself to tell me the truth. 

He used a priest who is a visible representation of Him in the earth. One that is across the country, one that is a leading scholar to all the Catholics in America, one that insisted he call me with his own cell phone. I don’t even like having my family have my cell phone, much less someone who could be a nut job stalker or crazy!

God wanted me to be sure, so he made someone who I trust, that had authority in the church to interpret truth. 

I am flabbergasted that God would go to those lengths. It would be a shame if I ever doubted again!!! LORD, guard my heart and mind!! Amen!!

Day 24

The Motor of the Mission

Mother and Teacher of all nations — such is the Catholic Church in the mind of her Founder, Jesus Christ; to hold the world in an embrace of love, that men, in every age, should find in her their own completeness in a higher order of living, and their ultimate salvation. She is “the pillar and ground of the truth” (1 Timothy 3:15). To her was entrusted by her holy Founder the twofold task of giving life to her children and of teaching them and guiding them — both as individuals and as nations — with maternal care. 

— St. John XXIII, Mater et Magister, 1

Some people want to conquer the world because they are megalomaniacs. Conquest is all about extending their egos, manifesting their power through domination of others. These are the would-be emperors of earthly kingdoms who will stop at nothing to achieve their goal — Napoleon, Stalin, Hitler. Every age of human history has figures like these. They echo the devil’s own rebellious self-assertion, recorded in Scripture as a snapshot of the attitude behind sin in general: “Long ago you broke your yoke, you tore off your bonds. You said, ‘I will not serve’” (Jeremiah 2:20).

Some critics of Christianity accuse Jesus, as the Church presents him, of being just one more of these. The leaders of the Catholic Church, according to them, seek to control and dominate people, to enslave them with the chains of ignorance and superstition through a millennia-long exercise in self-aggrandizement.

A Difference in Motivation

But that is not what Jesus’s command to “Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations!” is all about. That is not the goal of evangelization — not at all. Jesus — unlike the dictators whose failed totalitarian regimes litter the floor of human history — acted out of love. He is, in fact, the revelation of God’s unlimited, unconditional love: “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish but might have eternal life” (John 3:16). 

Evil dictators may not be fully responsible for their atrocities. Their psychological brokenness may absolve them from much of their culpability — or it may not; that is for God to judge. Yet in every case, they seek to enlarge themselves — their image, their reputation, their influence, their power — at the expense of others. They use others. 

This contradicts true, Christlike love. The example and teaching of Jesus was the exact opposite. He gave himself, literally, for the sake of those he loved — all of us. He lowered himself to take on human nature through the Incarnation. He lived an obscure, working-class life in Nazareth for thirty years. He exhausted himself preaching, healing, and teaching his followers during his three years of public ministry. And he offered his own life in loving obedience unto death on a cross to atone for the sins of each and every member of the human family. He summed up his own earthly mission by saying: “ . . . [T]he Son of Man did not come to be served but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many” (Matthew 20:28).

A High Purpose for a Heartfelt Command

When Jesus commanded his apostles to make disciples of all nations, then, that command didn’t flow from megalomania. It flowed from love, from the sincere, heartfelt desire to rescue every human soul from the existential frustration that is our natural inheritance due to original sin. His life and mission fulfilled the Old Testament prophecy: 

The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; upon those who lived in a land of gloom light has shone. You have brought them abundant joy and great rejoicing . . . (Isaiah 9:1–2)

Jesus desires people to believe in him, follow him, and obey his teachings because he wants them to live life to the full: “I came that they might have life, and have it more abundantly” (John 10:10). He knows that all of the good things of the earth — wealth, pleasure, popularity, achievements, power — cannot satisfy the human heart. And when we seek to fill our hearts with them, they become twisted, destructive idols that actually thwart our progress toward fulfillment. Following them and putting our hopes in them, we become lost, confused, desperate, even twisted ourselves. Jesus alone, through the gift of divine grace, can save us from that, and he wants to do so; that’s why he established a missionary Church.

Seeking the Troubled and Abandoned

This deep connection between love and mission comes across beautifully in a passage from St. Matthew’s Gospel. Jesus had finished his Sermon on the Mount, and he had proven the trustworthiness of the words in that sermon by an astonishing series of miracles. At that point, St. Matthew gives us a glimpse into what’s going on in our Lord’s heart:

Jesus went around to all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the gospel of the kingdom, and curing every disease and illness. At the sight of the crowds, his heart was moved with pity for them because they were troubled and abandoned, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is abundant but the laborers are few; so ask the master of the harvest to send out laborers for his harvest.” (Matthew 9:35–38)

Jesus encountered people who felt “troubled and abandoned, like sheep without a shepherd.” This is the perennial struggle of the human heart, the reason behind the sincere but often desperate forays of philosophers and religious thinkers of every place and time. The human heart yearns for wisdom and completeness but cannot find it in this fallen world; it yearns to make sense out of life but is stymied at every turn by the paradoxes of evil, suffering, and human misery. Jesus was moved by this human condition, by the angst of the human predicament.

From Worthy Feelings to Effective Action

And what was his reaction? In the very next verses of St. Matthew’s Gospel, Jesus called his twelve apostles, gave them a share of his authority and power, and sent them out as his messengers to bring hope, guidance, and healing to all those who are “troubled and abandoned” and otherwise trapped by the forces of evil.

Then he summoned his twelve disciples and gave them authority over unclean spirits to drive them out and to cure every disease and every illness. . . . Jesus sent out these twelve after instructing them thus, “ . . . As you go, make this proclamation: ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, drive out demons . . . ” (Matthew 10:1, 5–8)

Jesus enabled and commanded his followers to do precisely what he had just been doing — preaching, teaching, healing, serving, bringing light into the darkness of needy human hearts. Clearly, the mission of the Church is the outpouring of God’s own love for every person. 

The commandment “love your neighbor as yourself” should be understood in this context. It embraces much more than a passive avoidance of harm. To love someone, in Christ’s mind, is to affirm the goodness of his or her existence and to help that existence flourish. If every Christian is called to participate in the Church’s mission of evangelization, it is only because every Christian — and indeed, every human being — is created for love, to be loved, and to love in return. Only this gives our lives the meaning we crave.

Questions for Personal Reflection or Group Discussion

What idea in this reflection struck you most and why?

Why do you think so many people today consider obedience to be a bad word — or at least a bad idea? How would you express in your own words why God wants us to obey his teaching and commandments?

What teachings of the Church make you uncomfortable? Which ones do you often feel interior resistance toward? Why? What should you do about that?

People can often do the right thing for the wrong reasons. We can do a favor because we want to ask for a favor in return. We can compliment someone because we want to be liked. We can show kindness in order to manipulate. In those cases we are not truly loving the other person — at least, we are not loving that person with a pure heart. This impurity leads to frustration and resentment when we don’t get what we want. The path of love that Jesus invites us to follow is different. It seeks to honor the person we are serving, to give of ourselves in a way that will truly help that person, but also respect him or her. This form of love requires more reflection and sensitivity, as well as a denial of our own deep-seated selfish tendencies. But it also creates a climate of interior freedom for us, and an unambiguous experience of goodness on the part of the one we are serving. 

Today, how will you seek greater purity of heart in your words and gestures of kindness?

  • I will do a hidden act of kindness, something that only God and myself will ever know about.
  • I will reflect on situations where I typically end up feeling resentful or frustrated and ask God to show me where those feelings are really rooted.
  • I will spend ten minutes today in silent adoration of a crucifix, gazing at Jesus dying on the cross and thinking about the revealed truth that he did it in order to show me how much he loves me.
  • (Write your own resolution) I will

Concluding Prayer

Jesus, the beginning and fulfillment of the new man, convert our hearts so that, abandoning the ways of error, we may walk in your footsteps on the path which leads to life. Make us live our faith steadfastly, fulfilling our baptismal promises, testifying with conviction to your word, that the life-giving light of the gospel may shine in our families and in society. . . . 

Jesus, only-begotten Son of the Father, full of grace and truth, the light which illumines every person, give the abundance of your life to all who seek you with a sincere heart. To you, man’s Redeemer, the beginning and the end of time and of the universe, to the Father, unending source of all good, and to the Holy Spirit, seal of infinite love, be all honor and glory, now and for ever. Amen.

— Prayer of St. John Paul II for the Great Jubilee of the Year 2000

Today’s Meditation

"Each of us must come to the evening of life. Each of us must enter on eternity.  Each of us must come to that quiet, awful time, when we will appear before the Lord of the vineyard, and answer for the deeds done in the body, whether they be good or bad. That, my dear brethren, you will have to undergo. ... It will be the dread moment of expectation when your fate for eternity is in the balance, and when you are about to be sent forth as the companion of either saints or devils, without possibility of change. There can be no change; there can be no reversal. As that judgment decides it, so it will be for ever and ever. Such is the particular judgment. ... when we find ourselves by ourselves, one by one, in his presence, and have brought before us most vividly all the thoughts, words, and deeds of this past life. Who will be able to bear the sight of himself? And yet we shall be obliged steadily to confront ourselves and to see ourselves. In this life we shrink from knowing our real selves. We do not like to know how sinful we are. We love those who prophecy smooth things to us, and we are angry with those who tell us of our faults. But on that day, not one fault only, but all the secret, as well as evident, defects of our character will be clearly brought out. We shall see what we feared to see here, and much more. And then, when the full sight of ourselves comes to us, who will not wish that he had known more of himself here, rather than leaving it for the inevitable day to reveal it all to him!" —Saint John Henry Newman

How and why the Sacraments Work

One

Water from the Rock

One very interesting set of episodes from Israelites’ wandering in the desert has to do with the rock from which God, on two different occasions, brought life-giving water. 

The first occasion occurs in Exodus 17, when the Israelites become upset that there’s no water. God commanded Moses to take his staff and strike the rock that stood before them, so that water would come out of it, that the people might drink. So far so good. But then years later, in Numbers 20, after the people had refused to enter the promised land and were now wandering aimlessly in the desert, they end up in the same spot. Again, no water. But this time, the Lord commands Moses not to strike the rock, but instead to tell the rock to yield its water. Moses only needed to speak the word, and water would have flowed out. 

But Moses didn’t follow the Lord’s decree. Instead of speaking to the rock, he struck the rock as he had done before. We don’t know why he hit the rock instead of speaking to it. Maybe he was just giving vent to his frustration. Maybe he figured that, no matter what God had said, he should just repeat what had worked the first time. Fortunately, water did come out from the rock that second time, and the people drank. But God was greatly displeased with Moses. God decreed, right there and then, that Moses would never enter the promised land. 

And no matter how much Moses begged God to relent from that punishment, God stood firm. Moses, because of his disobedience at the rock, would never leave the desert.

Two

Why Such a Punishment?

God’s punishment to Moses seems pretty severe until you think about what Moses actually did. Because what Moses actually did was needlessly place the lives of every single man, woman, and child at risk. After all, without water, the entire race of Israelites would have been exterminated, right then and there. They would have all died of thirst. And God, who alone had the power to save them, gave Moses clear instructions on how to bring the people the water they needed. And then Moses goes and messes with the instructions! As though he has the power to produce a life-giving stream out of a hunk of rock!

Moses played around with the lives of all God’s people that day. And that was a serious sin. It’s also a serious sin when mere human beings play around with the instructions for God’s sacraments, on which the spiritual lives of God’s people depend.

Three

The Sacraments

The story of the water from the rock is really important for an understanding of the Catholic Sacraments. When the people are thirsty a second time, they need water from the rock again. But the rock doesn’t need to be struck again, rather, God’s minister needs to speak the word in front of the sacramental sign, and the water will flow. So too with the sacraments, which are God’s chosen mechanism for the distribution of the grace won by Christ.

Christ is the rock, and when He was struck at Calvary, all the graces of salvation flowed like water from His pierced heart. And even though we weren’t there for that event, we still need those graces. So the Lord has ordained that His chosen ministers will speak the word (which we call the form of the sacrament) combined with the sacramental sign (which we call the matter of the sacrament). And the saving grace that first flowed from Christ on the Cross will flow again to us.

The Catechism teaches that the saving events from the past will be made present for us so we can be kept spiritually alive.

Four

Fidelity to the Matter and Form

The sacraments are physical signs and words instituted by Christ, and fidelity to their matter and form is essential. God became angry when Moses deviated from His instructions because it put the people at grave risk, how much more with the sacraments, where Christ Himself established the signs and words?

Every sacrament consists of matter (the physical sign) and form (the words spoken). For example: In Baptism, the matter is water; the form is, “I baptize you in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.” In the Eucharist, the matter is bread and wine; the form is Christ’s words of consecration. In Holy Orders, the matter is the laying on of hands by a bishop, ordaining a baptized man as a priest.

The sign must signify what the sacrament does. Water cleanses, bread and wine nourish, and a man alone can signify Christ the Bridegroom, who gives Himself to His Bride, the Church. As St. John Paul II taught, the Eucharist is the sacrament of the Bridegroom and the Bride. A woman cannot sacramentally represent the Bridegroom; the sign would be inaccurate, and the sacrament invalid. Faithfulness to Christ’s design safeguards the sacraments’ power and meaning.

Five

Making Use of the Life-Giving Sacraments in Lent and in Life

Finally, if the water from the rock is a symbol of the sacraments, that tells us something about how we should regard the sacraments, during this time in the desert of Lent and of Life. The Sacraments are the source of Living Water that keeps us spiritually alive in a dry world. Receive the Eucharist and Confession frequently. Be committed to daily meditation, because in meditation we open the soul to drink the Living Water that flows from the side of Christ and reaches us through the sacraments. 

God the Father truly wants all men to be saved. 


But He wants men to accept the gift the way it has been given. 

The gift is given through the Cross. 

You must give up all of your life to him. 


You must deny self and accept Jesus as your propitiation and the Holy Spirit as your guide. 

You must be willing to smash your idols and annihilate worldly desires to follow the way of sacrifice, love, and holiness. 

He wants a holy people for the kingdom of righteousness. 


Sadly, many people do not want this gift on HIS terms. 

You don’t get to decide the terms on how to accept the gift. You only decide whether you accept it or not. 

The gift is eternal life. Rejection is eternal damnation. 


The gift is worth it!

REPENT and BELIEVE THE GOSPEL!





Thursday, March 27, 2025

Lectio Divina: read, reflect, respond, rejoice!

My Lectio Divina: on Revelation 2


The Word from God to Ephesus:

I know your works

I know your toil

I know your patient endurance

I know how you cannot bear with those who are evil

I know you have tested those apostles that are found to be false

I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my namesake

You have not grown weary

You hate the works of the Nicolaitians which I also hate


{God wrote this to me! God sees all your good deeds. He sees that your heart is with his heart. He knows all your works, your enduring, you hate evil and discern false brothers. He knows you are patiently enduring and bearing up for HIS NAME! You are not weary you let him strengthen you. 

Thank you Jesus for helping me discern truth from error. Thank you for helping me endure this pain being with evil. I want to walk Here in Your Name. Help me glorify you.}


~~~


You have abandoned the love you had

You have fallen

Repent

Do the works you did at first


{Though you do good works and endure for the Name, your love is gone. Father, please help me. I used to be in love with you. I used to want to spend all my time with you. I was willing to do anything for you. Now I do things so you will have glory but not because of love. Help me know your love for me again. Sweep me off my feet again. I have fallen. I must repent if doing things for the wrong reason. That is legalism and pharisees. Help me fall in love again by knowing your love for me. Help me do what I did in the beginning of our relationship. All for love!! Thank you for your love!!! Amen}


He who has an ear, let him hear with the spirit says

To the one who conquers I will grant to eat the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God


{Those that have the Spirit LISTEN! If you ask the Spirit to lead you, you will conquer! If you conquer you will eat the tree of life and be with him forever in paradise. Help me Almighty God to conquer in your Spirit!! I can do nothing without you. With you I can do all things!! Thank you Jesus. I believe. Help me!}


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The word of God to Smyrna:

I know your tribulation and poverty, but you are rich

I know those who say they are Jews and are not. They are a synagogue of Satan.

Do not fear suffering

The devil will test you

You will have tribulation

Be faithful unto death, you will get the crown of life

To the one who has an ear, let him hear what the spirit says

The one who conquers will not be hurt by the second death


{God knows your pain and suffering. Help knows that you don’t have much physically but you are rich in faith! God knows those who say they are believers but are NOT. They are in with the devil. They are in your churches wreaking havoc. Do not fear to suffer for my name. The devil is testing you. You will have trials! But don’t give in. Be faithful to me even if you have to die for the faith and truth! I allow the devil to try you. Your faith is precious and it must be tried. If you are faithful you will get the crown of life. If I walk in the Spirit and Listen,  can conquer. If I conquer then death will not harm me. It will bring me Glory!  Thank you Jesus for telling me the truth. People are pretenders. I must try the Spirits and follow Your Spirit!! Thank you for helping me discern. Thank you for your Spirit! Help me God conquer in with and through you!! Amen}


Wednesday, March 26, 2025

The Church exists to:

Proclaim Gods Work

Sacraments

Good works 


We were made for LOVE

LOVE with God

You were made for God


Prayer is a Love Relationship with God

Way to live life

It’s not a technique 

Carefree timelessness

It’s more real than any relationship you have

It is raising your heart and mind to God

God changes me, I don’t change him or others


Types of prayer:

Vocal 

Words


Meditation 

Talk to God in heart about something you read 

Chew it and glean and apply


Contemplation 

Awareness of being with Him In His Presence (feel him)

It is a complete Gift-nothing I can do to get it. 


It is not a list of wants

It is Not transactional exchange 

It is Not a recitation of words


You are growing or dying, never standing still


NEVER QUIT!

READ 3  There shall no more be anything accursed, but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it, and his servants shall worship him;...