How to know God loves me
Our Soul is like a $100 bill it never loses value even if you drown it in mud, dirt, water rip it to pieces etc God can clean up all and make new-unconditional love. All $100 bills spend the same even if dirty or taped together.
In shame we keep wallowing instead of getting out of mud and coming to be stitched up if we have ripped it apart.
We fear the only remedy we have to our brokenness instead of fearing to not come to him for healing.
Kindness leads to repentance not condemnation. Jesus is kind and compassionate. He is not mean and condemning. (People are because of ego-fear and anger from threats to esteem, control, or security)
God needs to be our only safety (no matter what the world, church, family or even my own thoughts-what God says about me is truth. He is always wanting reconciliation. Never wants to leave me wants communion for eternity.
Came here to earth to save soul - body later, not here (took a body to be able to bring ours into heaven) our first priority is to keep our soul in God.
Chosen plan for me specifically and communion with Him like garden of Eden no matter where he chose me to be. All my trials are to grow my soul into Christlikeness (love and mercy for the broken) to tell them of the only Healer of their pain of soul.
We look for satisfaction in outside life instead of satisfaction and peace in our inside life with God which makes outside almost irrelevant (at least bearable with God)
He can give you all the water he has but he will not force it down your throat. You must choose to want to drink and then he can feed it to you if you can’t feed yourself. But a choice is mandatory. He will not force us to love him and choose his healing. All He needs is a yes. And then a continual yes all the way home one day at a time. God is wanting relationship.
What makes him leave? If you tell him to leave. David raped and murdered , Peter denied 3 times. The prodigal told him he wished he was dead. He did not leave them, he came to them, or when they came back there was restoration.
Judas did not want restoration, he wanted to wallow. King Saul did not want God so much so he went to medium, expressly forbidden, to call up God’s prophet instead of wanting God’s direction. We must choose to come to our only Hope for healing. Others just will not do! He is not to have a rival, He is all knowing all powerful creator of all.
All these peoples souls were precious in God’s eyes. But they wanted to do what they want with their soul. Only some choose to be healed with the only one who can heal them. Again, a choice is mandatory. He will not force us to love him and choose his healing. All He needs is a yes. God is wanting relationship.
We as the church need to preach the only healing, the unconditional love for your soul in Jesus. He wants to clean it up for you so you don’t hate yourself anymore and keep acting out wallowing in the mud of the world. You do not have to wallow in the mud any longer. He says to you FOLLOW ME!
He is angry at sin but not at souls. He wants to eradicate the mud of sin and clean up souls to live free. He wants you to go and sin no more. He wants you to be free and clean of sin. He wants you to let him love you and make you new. Your soul is drowning in filth. You must make a choice.
It’s not that He hasn’t done everything already. His love paid to save your soul. Salvation is paid for. Sin is atoned for. He has a great plan for you. He wants restoration. Healing is a choice. All you need is to say Yes and Follow Him. God is wanting relationship.
Why I don’t feel loved:
I hate my sin
I hate myself for being in sin (I should hate sin not the self made in image of God covered in sin)
I confuse my soul being covered with dirt but I am not dirt.
I am afraid he will leave me because of sin but really he draws me close when I sin so he can clean me and remind me to sin no more.
He leaves if I tell him I don’t want him by rejection not by weakness. All humanity is weak.
God is wanting relationship and always restoration. But I must say yes.
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